The Promise

Horrendous.
Tonight is a roller coaster ride for my emotions. Free ticket. 4 hour long ride. How cool.


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Well, at least now when I went back to read Eileen's blog entry, I can feel what that post is supposed to bring across.

Its weird, how I've been using an innate sense to feel things rather than using the mind to analyse. I feel people more than anything else.
Now it turns to feeling what people's been writing. Ok. Its not a new thing anyway. There were times I felt for the actor in the movie, or the character in that particularly heartbreaking novel. Or those articles on the newspapers where I can really feel the hurt and pain from those people in it.

Oh well. Tomorrow's a big day. There's gonna be another THE TALK with my close friends again. Sigh.

I hope things wouldn't go terribly wrong.


Insomnia. As usual............



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So I've made a promise to Eileen. Which further upgraded to a challenge. We're going to lose 5kg weight over a period of 2 months starting today. Or rather yesterday. Due date would be 31st Aug, 2nd day of the commencement of her school.

Was hoping she was aware what she's doing will be a little bit damaging to her body, especially the steep curve of weight loss she's going to be engaging in. Well, pray her weight loss will be a gradual decrease over the 2 months and not a sudden drop.

So went for a jog today. The start of fulfilling my promise to Eileen. Guess I covered about 3km jogging. My back starts to ache again. GG. At least it wasn't as painful as when I was still in NS.

Promise. 10 years since I last made a mutual promise with a girl. Hmm. No wait. I just recalled I have made some mutual promises with the wushu girls 4 yrs back.
Heh. Promise.

1st promise in 4 years(with a girl). I will never break it.

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4.30am. And still not feeling sleepy. My insomnia is getting worse. Sigh.

To think I've always been nagging at girls to sleep earlier. Must be my retribution.

Bleah.



Life is unfathomable.


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