脆弱中的坚强

The last time I saw Peggy, she was suggesting a KTV outing. The last KTV outing I had with her and Penny was in June last year. Supposedly a memorable outing. Supposedly.

So when Peggy was suggesting a KTV outing, and arrowed me to organise it, my mind immediately thought of Penny. I wonder, if she will want to go sing this time.

I do not know how I will feel when I see Penny again. I do wish to see her though. A lot.

Also, this K session should be an enjoyable one. Especially for Penny. Because I want her to enjoy herself.


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I may look nonchalant about it all on the outside.
I may appear fine and ok with all the fuss on me.

But deep inside it hurts a lot. Yet I cannot show it out.
I have to be strong. For you.


I have let myself get affected by you too much.

But I cannot help it.



For I have allowed myself to love you too much.

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心伤心痛不痛
爱掏空情失控
忘了听你想说什么
少了沟通变苦衷
心伤心痛不痛
爱放纵情放手
忘了问你想要什麽
若给的起我都承受