纯粹只是一场梦而已...一场100年的长长的梦

人生如梦，人生如戏。
简简单单的8个字。却有着深深的含义。

大家都听过吧。战国时期，庄子的一则非常著名的故事。。。
庄子当时喜欢白天睡觉，经常梦见自己变成蝴蝶，在园林花草之中飞舞，醒来时，就感觉自己的两只胳膊好象翅膀一样可以飞动。当时庄子就感叹了。到底是蝴蝶梦庄子，还是庄子梦蝴蝶？谁真？谁假？

其实人生真的是一场梦吧。我们正在做梦，做着一个非常长、非常长的一个梦。我们的灵魂深藏在我们的肉体里，长眠在内，做着一个百年大梦。直到我们死的那一天，我们就会从这个梦醒来。也许吧。。

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When I do have dreams, most of them are pretty realistic. I do feel pain. I do feel happiness. I feel all the sensation and emotions that as a normal human being in a perfectly awaken state of mind would experience. It doesn't matter how far fetch the dream is, or its just a simple dream of your everyday life. Very few people will realise that they are in a dream. I had a lot of dreams which I wished wasn't merely dreams when I woke up from them. Lots of dreams, such as with xxxxx, or with xxxxxx.

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 I do not know how or where to continue all of a sudden. There's too much going on inside my mind, so many questions yet far too few answers. Seeking for the answers are not the hard part. Its the hardest to recognise the answers and questions itself.

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I'm quite depressed. Am I trying too hard or just not trying enough. Seriously, what the heck.

I can't talk to people. I can't talk to people properly.

I can't talk to those people I'd really wish to talk properly, the way I wish how my conversation will flow with that person. I really wish I can.

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好累好累。人怎么那么喜欢搞那么多的心机呢？我也从什么时候变得会弄心机？

只不过我知道、我明白。。。

我所有的心机。

全部都是为了不让她知道。。。


绝对不能让她知道的。。。。。。。。。。。。


那些埋藏在心里的感情。