Random-ness

Found this while blog hopping and decided to put this up in my blog too.

Insomnia is a kind of torture.
Because while the world is fast asleep,
you're up all alone,
your mind buzzing with every random thought in the universe.
And sometimes the thoughts will reach a standstill,
and your mind goes blank.
You become more aware of the silence.
And it is during this moment that you realised,
how alone you are.

Last night got this pretty weird dream. Actually should be this morning. But I'm not going to put it here, because it's a really ridiculous dream.

Eileen finish 4 campaigns of L4D2 already!! *angry* ROAR. Simi lousy. I just don't like to use my brains when playing games. Next time show her how good I can be! *mad*

Yesterday when talking with shifeng, he revealed that the stars and planetary position has shifted and the world is getting a rather bad vibes from the universe. So I'm not the only one with this feeling, though mine is pretty vague and uncertain. Really should do more meditation soon. =\ I sense that soon, I need to increase my spirituality to another level because some people around me is going to need.. .... .....

该如何是好？改变自己，变回以前那个傲视天下、惟我独尊、正气凛然的自己吗？

不过还是得超越那个自己。

还有。。。。。

That day, this quote suddenly came to my mind when I was thinking of some of the people around me in my life.

Don't marry someone whom you can live with. Marry someone whom you cannot live without.

想想也是。只不过许多人往往无法了解自己心中真正所需要的。被外界的种种色相及幻相迷惑。 也有可能，有的人已经找到，已经知道他不能没有的那个人，不过他却因种种理由而无法和那个人在一起。

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I'm with you.

 这是在一个人的tweet里看到的。很多人相爱的理由都不同。我不敢苟同这个人所说的的这句话，不过从另一个立场来看，其实也没有错。爱情本无对错。情感一来，我们都无法阻止。

我呢？我喜欢或者爱一个人，到底是什么理由呢？

以前的我总是说“喜欢一个人不需要什么理由”。没错，喜欢就是喜欢。感情一到就是喜欢上那个人了，还会有什么理由？
如果有人问现在的我，我又会怎样回答呢？
也许还是同一句话吧。喜欢她就是喜欢她。还有什么理由可以讲的。

如果是那个人呢？那个让我对他感觉胜过爱情的人？是什么理由呢？
爱情总让人折磨所以才选择做比情人更好的朋友？这个是理由吗？是自我安慰？还是逃避？

真的是好美的歌词。明天以后。不论是华语或者粤语版的，这首歌的歌词写得太好了。

我对你感觉胜过爱情
因为有你给我勇气
给我用不完的运气
其实也想好好爱你
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心(我不怕会伤心)
对不起我对你再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里
有天我会找到我的唯一(我并不是你的唯一)
还微笑祝福你

爱情总让人折磨
所以我们才选择做比情人更好的朋友

Ok. End of my randomness for this week. The universe is giving me that vibe again. I hope, it wouldn't affect people important to me that much.

请你一定要保重。请你一定要坚强。请你一定要快乐过日子。请你..............
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