短暂

都好忙，不过这些日子过得很愉快。

After finishing my duty at the temple, I sense a feeling of yearning. Immediately I know why.
我的心已经飞回到JB，飞到Java Permas，飞到百万会场，飞到中心里认识的所有兄弟姐妹，飞到了。。。。。

对不起 刚才我是不是听错 还是我想太多想到了昏头
天气不错 开了窗 吹散脸红 

I know that I have changed a lot. In a short period of time. I guess not even Eileen they all have seen this side of me. Well, have lar, just not so much, so extended till the point whereby nobody ever suspected I had a bout of 7years of depression and still sliding in and out of slight depression every now and then.

Environment is really very important.

进一步 退一步 都害怕打破 更不想在原地永远做朋友
给你线索也给我勇敢借口
下定决心沉默 就让沉默为我们追究
你和我 这一刻 不想到而交流 却突然震耳欲聋

Still, there's something inside me that makes me reluctant to open one particular side of me again. A little bit worried, a little bit scared. But the way I see things go, I guess its just a matter of time before I will morph back into a butterfly, breaking free of the cocoon which binds my heart.

一字一句一瞬间 走了火 
一天一点一转眼 入了魔 
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔 

我发觉我看着某个人的眼神变了。眼神变成了很柔，很柔。这也是我这十多年来心里一直很怕的。因为我每次都会被伤害。虽然已经被痛楚麻痹了，可是仍然不想再次感受到同样的事。不过我很想，很想超越自己，让我轰轰烈烈的干上一场吧! 至少战死沙场，我能够说我“死”的像个男人，而不是像以前，还没开战就被瘫痪了。

一直在想一直揣摩一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛
如果可以 把如果变成结果
下定决心执着 就让执着为我们突破
我和你的小说 这时候出现烟火 让情节充满感动

敢爱敢恨，这才是当年的我。当年那个傲视人群的我。不过我不会恨，我只会去爱。

一字一句一瞬间 走了火 
一天一点一转眼 入了魔 
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔  

Fight on, fight on. Fight for my future, fight for my freedom. Fight for my persuit of perfection. My battle has just begun...

一字一句一瞬间 走了火 
一天一点一转眼 入了魔
如果你有相同感受 感受到有一种突然的冲动
放肆一次 走火入魔

3 years from now. That's my long term target.

I also hope Fanni can reach her goal in less than 3 yrs too. So as for everyone else in the centre, Singapore and JB. 加油~

走火入魔 阿信&丁当