20 days of no blog posts

woohooo

20 days never blog.


hahah


like my previous blog like that. Blog, then 1 month never blog, then blog, then 3 months never blog...

haha


anyway, can say its been a busy 20 days. Ok, not really very busy until no time. Just, busy with temple stuff.


Last tues, watched enchanted. Very nice. Very very nice. Would like to watch it again, coz i read something on the net, then wanna watch again to confirm wat i read. But then, no one watching with me, and I dun wish to watch it alone again. haha.


Xmas eve, went to shifeng's house for celebration. Din take part in the gift exchange thingy. =P a bit paiseh though. Anyway someone helped us do angel cards reading. its something like tarot cards de. quite nice. lol, and i got a pretty nice reading. Come to think of it, everyone got nice reading. haha. Good lar...nice reading better than.......not-so-nice readings. heh.


Xmas day, see fa shi off at airport. then go walk walk T3. No pictures taken. Coz nothing really attracted me to take pictures. Its nice lar, the design and everything. But, just din appeal to me that much. Then spend some time at airport, then go home.


Today. Went to give a book to shifu. He got the book already =( but still, he accepted it. Then walk ard vivocity with shifu and chat. I guess the time has ripen, that i shall have to return to the pugilist world.......hahaha. Say until a bit kua zhang. Yeah, i guess i'll be back to shifu's side to train again. Since a lot of ppl also not training also le. Sad.

Then shifu went home...then i walk back to vivocity again. And i saw Mingmei! hahaha. That gal. never seen her for exactly 1 yr...ok..1 yr 1 month already. Rebonded her hair sia. haha. Having a bf really changes a gal a lot. Not only her, but quite a lot of my frends are like that too. haha. Just said hello to her and continued walking. HAHAHA. I'm weird.

Ok lar. I shall end here for today. A short summary. Yeah.


byebyez

Frustrated!

Today shifted and moved furniture.


Which involved moving of computer.

which is very irritating coz of all the cables and stuff to disconnect and reconnect them back.


And i itchyhand go try to install another piece of ram into my system.



Bad move.


I dunno if its my usb ports finally give up and died(was exhibiting a little bit of problems in the past, but still usable),
now i cannot detect and charge my ipod touch.

it cannot even read from my thumb drive (more than half the folders and files of the thumb drive became gibberish).

the only thing that worked was the mouse, and printer(only tried printing a 2 page document)


the rest all dun work. ipod, thumb drive, sd card reader with sd card...nope...dun work


FRUSTATED!


Think I have to buy a new motherboard(and i hope its hardware related. I hate to spend $100+ for nothing if it turned out to be software drivers problem). Luckily some shops in sim lim still sells motherboards for older P4 chips.


ah well.

Just wanna rant here.



And i hate to tinker with my computer becoz it seems to dislike me a lot. Everytime it will try to give me problem and i either have to spend the whole day or spend money to solve the problem.


Maybe its a female...dun like me to molest it.


Or a male, and it hates BBM.



Watever the case, it hates me for touching its internal parts. (--")


ok.
end here lar.


and good luck to xiao lin and xiao don don they all for their test tomolo.


And Congrats to meow for getting over her jap orals ^_^

Good nites..

夜深人静时。。。

对现代人来说，此刻非深夜。其实现在的世间才十一点半。不过也可算是深夜了吧，毕竟凌晨11-1点之间是子时。也就是两天的交叉点。


从早上8点忙到旁晚5点多，真的会疲惫。况且连午餐晚餐都没吃。早上2份三明治，一杯teh。晚上8点到家，休息了一会儿，听听一些歌，就去做禅定。10点左右才又吃下2片面包挟牛油。


今天除了忙，就是边忙边听歌。是的，用我的ipod touch听歌。听了蛮多首我已经很长一段世间没听的歌，也随着音乐清唱了我更久没唱了的歌。


很奇妙的，除了中文歌，我也开始多听英语歌了。以前我真的很少听英文歌的。我还记得中三那年，我第一首接触的英文歌，以及买下的英文专辑，就是 Savage Garden 的 Truly Madly Deeply。说来惭愧，起初是因为我当时喜欢的女孩她介绍的，所以就。。。呵呵。不过听了几次我真的觉得这首个很好听的。


刚才听了的英文歌，有几首是怀旧经典哦。Stand by Me, Love Me Tender, Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow, Smoke Gets in Your Eyes, Sealed with a Kiss, How Deep is your Love, I Can't Help Falling In Love With You。。。然后就是比较近年的 =P Pop! Goes my Heart, Way Back into Love, 当然Truly Madly Deeply也有。呵。


Oldies真的很好听啊。虽然歌曲世间比较短，不过仍然是那么的令人陶醉。尤其是 Will You Still Love Me Tomorrow, 竟然令我想起了一些往事呢。。。。。


12点了。真的是夜深人静了。哈哈。



那么，就在这个幽幽的夜晚，就“点”这首歌吧。
Anastasia OST : Deana Carter - Once Upon a December

Dancing bears,
Painted wings,
Things I almost remember,
And a song someone sings
Once upon a December.

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

(Instrumental interlude)

Someone holds me safe and warm.
Horses prance through a silver storm.
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory...

Far away, long ago,
Glowing dim as an ember,
Things my heart
Used to know,
Things it yearns to remember...

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December


*****************************

抱歉，有词没歌。=P
不过我真的想吧这首歌点给大家的。

点给edmw 的家伙们。
恭贺 xiao lin 日文口试完成。
点给 xiao don don 让他幻想自己变成公主。 =3
点给meow，课业上加油哦~ 还有你的口试。希望你能够。。。能言善辩、举一反三、滔滔不绝、用三十寸不烂之舌拿个满分! 哇哈哈，我说的太夸张了。不过真心祝福你；口试加油!



好了，我看我今晚就在此停笔了。改天继续。呵呵。



夜深人静时，一梦一世界。我单人观夜空，默默的望着那一颗天边的孤星。。。。

Random-ness

LOL

1 week per post.


=P



Sorry to those who come ssrr every now and then.


Wun be writing a lot for this post, just a short one, until I have more time, then i post more more for u all to read read.


hahahh


Today took cab to temple. Yes, almost late =| But anyway, while i was on the cab, something struck me.

The cab i took was the new model, Hyundai Sonata. The moment i just seat in the car, i din really adjust myself to a comfortable position. Just stay the way the moment i entered the vehicle.

Its strange how car seats(especially taxis, i noticed) will be curved such that if u dun sit properly into the "concave curve" of the seat, your whole body will be slanted, towards the centre of the car. A bit hard to explain on words, but let me put it simply, I'm supposed to sit right behind the front passenger seat. Yet, without even the need to move my head, i can see the taxi meter. The front seat did not block me, becoz my body was that slanted.

lol.


Then i adjust myself a bit, after which, can feel that my body still slants a bit, but at least i can't see much of the dashboard anymore.


Interesting.



Was it done on purpose? So that passengers will get heart attacks upon seeing the meter? Or its to let passengers keep an eye on the meter all the time so that they will see if the driver tempered with the meter(very ridiculous, i anyhow say one =P)?

hahah. Watever the case, interesting. Well, at least for the trip in the cab lar.



Of course, still hope people continue taking cab. Quite a few relatives of mine are cab drivers and my shifu is a part time cabbie too. And also my frend's dad too.



Ok.

End of post.



Something to ponder on : 人来人往为了啥？


^__^

MSN Nicks ...

Woah. Din realise i haven't blogged for 5 days. =3


Lazy? No topic to speak about? hahaha...no prize for getting it correct. =P



A friend told me the other day that no-lifers blogs. I do not perceive it that way. Blogging is a pastime for some, blogging is a tool for ppl to pen down their thoughts, blogging is an outlet for others, blogging is an electronic diary for ppl to ... well, keep a diary, blogging is.............................




An interesting note besides blogs, is that, MSN, esp MSN nicks, can reflect a person's thoughts, feelings or watever that has happened to him/her for a particular time. Haha, think i am reading too much into stuff? Well, perhaps. perhaps not. At least I do know that some friends do gives u an idea of how he/she's feeling from his/her MSN nick.


MSN nick of a sec sch frend of mine,
"People are sayin either my tie looks nice or my shirts look nice. TMd DAMIT,why can't someone jus say I LOOOK NICE ?"

Lol, quite funny when first read that. He isn't that bad looking too. Dunno why no one praises his looks..Lol. But then when u think about it, when is the last time u praise a person for looking nice, dressing up nice, but instead of praising how nice/fashionable/impressive he or she dresses, u just comment on how matching the tie and shoes are, the shirt looks great etc. I am no expert in dress sense or fashion, but I do appreciate ppl who dresses nicely to compliment themselves. Rather sad for the person if no one praises him/her for the effort he/she makes. Hahaha...words are double-edged swords. You can hurt someone, or you can make someone's day. So, make it a point, don't only praise that tie/shirt/shoes/pants/accessory ONLY, give a good comment to the person wearing them too. Of course, must be from the bottom of ur heart lar.. (--")



Another friend of mine, she's also a sec sch frend, albeit, from another sch, coz i was from a boys sch.
"能够伤害你的人，是你深爱的人 - 伤感是爱的遗产... "

I used to worry for her a lot. After sec sch and entering jc, she was finding it difficult mixing with her classmates and, hmmz, a bit lost, unsure. Her sec sch environment was quite sheltered, simple, and she seldom encountered inter-personal problems in sec sch. Thats why, entering jc, having a very diversified classmates makes her quite lost. Gave her some advices(upon thinking back, my advices then are pretty useless, not mature enough and don't really get to the bottom of the issue), and even advice her on how to deal with the person wooing her. LOL. She got together with him eventually, and got hurt. Then in U, she got together with my bmt sergeant(not really my sergeant, just same company de), but she got hurt again, 2 yrs back?? Due to changes. I din probe too much. She shared more about her problems with my close friend. But we do went out for a dinner and talked a bit about it. Since then, i just let her heal her wounds by herself, with time.

Perhaps I shouldn't just leave her alone like that? But i know I shouldn't keep helping her also. I have to let her learn to fend for herself. And also she might be able to find someone better. Haven't contacted her since, coz we're really so out of touch that we dun have much to talk abt. But seeing her MSN nick, i felt a bit down, coz she seem to be quite down yet...or that she's still tending to her wounds? Perhaps, when i see her online, i'll just pop a msg to her bahs...




"U dun marry some1 u can live with, u marry a person who u cannot live w/o.."
From this female frend i have.

Very ironic, the other day i was asking her, "hey, when u getting married?" she told me, "huh? siao, so early, i haven't play enough yet." hahaha, ok lar...she's just 20 yrs old. And yes, she's the playful type of person, so i was asking this to disturb her(coz before this, i asked her older sis when she's marrying also =P), then she give me this reply. hahaha, her older sis din reply much, just say too early(she just got together with her current bf for less than a yr). hahahaha...

heh, Relationships, marriage, different ppl have different views on them. Though there are a lot of similarities in the viewpoints, however, i shall just let the ppl reading this think about this themselves. =P



'if today is ur last day on earth, wad do u wish 4? ur attempt to change topic has failed - if u gt no shoes, dun even tink of cryin.. wait til u c sum1 wif no legs.."

hahahahah. Very interesting nick. I wonder where she gets it from.

"if today is ur last day on earth, wad do u wish 4?"
What will YOU wish for? My wish? I dunno how to put them down in words, maybe i can express them in chinese, but not yet. haha, the time has not arrive yet. So, tell me, what do YOU wish for??

"if u gt no shoes, dun even tink of cryin.. wait til u c sum1 wif no legs.."
hahaha, omg, seriously i still do not have any inkling of where and how she got this from. Contentment?? Discontentment?? Comparing oneself with another?? But its good to ponder upon it doesn't it??



One thing i noticed, generally, guys will have their MSN nicks being famous quotes, or some sayings or just plain simply on their school/work. Whereas gals will have a whole lot variety of nicks. hahaha. Men are from Mars and Women are from Venus. I guess that book really explains everything =x.



From my temple frend : " Realisations come naturally through the practice of surrendering. - The only way to realise the illusion of "self" is to face one's "self" "

Very cheeem hor??? hahahaha. Not going to elaborate, but just to see if can trigger any thing from ppl reading it.. =P


Ok! Shall end here. Hahhaa...uber long post =x



其实你是个很坚强的人，要对自己有信心。我相信你。。。。

Sound of Music (Part 3)

FINALLY


upload successful...


5th or 6th time le
hahaha


okie..

so here's the other 2 concert items i captured...


enjoy

Miss Saigon
http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/-RNwj73nSuw/

Phantom of the Opera
http://www.metacafe.com/watch/930325/nypso_sinphonia_2007_phantom_of_the_opera/

Cute Cute! y(o_o)y

LOL!

almost forgot about this. wanted to upload it, however it slipped off my mind.


anyway its still not too late =P


The following picture was taken on friday, 16th Nov 2007.
Location : NYP Koufu.
Reason : Dinner before NYPSO Sinphonia 2007.
Personal involved : Me, Wake, Xiu, Yings, Ed and Min(The last 2 person listed was tinkering with their laptop and PSP respectively =P)

Scenario : After having our dinner, we were chatting while waiting for the time for us to enter the auditorium. As conversations go, we just random tok watever topics that just come up. Something triggered moi cuteness *shy* and then i decided to make a pose (refer to picture below), immediately following that, 2 gals 3 tables away(there was 5 ppl at that table, 3 gals 2 guys) from us suddenly screamed and jump out of their chair. As we all looked over to see wat was the commotion abt, suddenly, my "cuteness" mode said this, "Wah, i too cute le lar. They cannot tahan liaoz."

I couldn't see wake's face coz he was sitting next to me and i din look at him. Xiu and Yings gave me this look (O.O). hahahhaa. i think you can even see a drop of sweat and maybe if we're not indoors, a crow will be flying pass....... =P

lol


I'm cute! =P

Last time in army, SAFPU APC Platoon 1, there was the 四大美男 of the platoon : Beefy, Busty, Corny and Cutie. Yes. Cutie was me. I'm Cute. =xx

hahahahahahahhhaaha




power. I wonder how many ppl have already puked by the time they read the above. heh. Sorry for making u all waste ur breakfast/lunch/dinner.

okie...here's the picture =x see how cute i am. wahhahah






wahahahah

=x

ok. End here le. =D

一见钟情

正在听这首歌，一首蛮好听的歌。。。

歌曲：一见钟情 歌手：蓝心湄

也许我可以用一种最温柔的想像
让自己不再忧伤
因为有你最真实的目光给我方向
让真心不再逃亡
靠在你的臂弯
感觉你的胸膛
天堂就在不远的地方
梦想就在不远的地方
一见钟情不隐藏
两颗心才不孤单
三生三世也不会觉得漫长
一见钟情不隐藏
两颗心才不孤单
三生三世我都会守在有你的地方
我真的很喜欢能够赖在你的身旁
让自己不再躲藏
在每个有风的夜晚贴近你的心房
让一切变得简单




听了之后呢，我就一定会联想起另一首歌。

一首非常难找的歌
(lyrics cannot be found on the net, i just type out from wat i can make out from the song)

李思松，李伟松 - 情话

人间的激情难平 爱也难寻
凡梦如云 浮光掠影
你虽多情 他却无心
你用真心他不领情

骑(??)在几许 谁看得清
爱恨之间举止难明
如此任性只有小心
不再动情以免伤心

有心 无心
心该如明镜

有情 无情
情情情情情

哦~~ 问世间情为何物
哦~~ 问世间情归何处
你不知情 我不知情
一颗心只好半梦半醒

哦~~ 问世间情为何物
哦~~ 问世间情归何处
你不知情 我不知情
只知道做人要有真情


从来没向任何人透露过，我以前曾经想过自创剑法。哈哈! 真的! 我没有骗你们!!
这套剑法，就叫<<多情剑法>>
这套剑法嘛，就以 情话 这首歌作为总岗，然后剑法的招数名称，都是有“情”这个字的。哈哈哈!!!!

<<多情剑法>> 剑招
一剑钟情
两情相悦
情非得已
情不自禁
情同手足
似水柔情
天若有情
情为何物
自作多情
日久生情
情比金坚

呵呵，太久没有去想它了，有几个招数的名称忘了。不过，我也只有名称而已。因为我还没创出什么剑招来!
哈哈

大家被我骗了吧？=P 不是啦，我是真的想要创出这套剑法的，不过我剑法平平，武功平平，所以就创不出什么来。呵呵

OK..type a bit of english in case someone(i'm not toking abt xiao lin =PP) say all chinese see le very sian again
hahahahaha


right...

shall end here riaos...

good nitez all =)

Sound of Music (Part 2)

gee

actually i wanted to upload the vid i took for the concert.

only managed to upload 1.

becoz its short enough to get uploaded on youtube.


the other vid is too large and too long.


tried other hosts, but with the same problem. Same limitations and restrictions on the video size and length.


Now looking for other alternatives, eg. splitting up the vid.

But first, i'll just post the one i manage to upload to youtube.


Enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFLqWwykpZM

Sound of Music (Part 1)

Alright, so i din keep my promise. This post is 1 day late. SORRY.

So today's title is Sound of Music. Think everyone has heard of this name before. Sound of Music, the legendary artist Julie Andrews. All the songs in the show, marvelous. I remembered watching it when i was still a kid(very young.. still in pri sch).


But, today I shan't be talking abt the show. Come on, reviews on the show, u can find tons of them on the internet. Google is your best frend =3


Anyway, wat i really wanna tok abt this post, is about a poly, its Symphonic Band, an outstanding conductor who's retiring and a Euphonium player in the band whom i befriended thru the net(edmw to be precise)


Somehow, i find it difficult to say wat i wanted to say last nite, maybe coz i've lost the inspiration. Maybe the impact faded over the 1 day time......maybe...



The concert was great. The pieces being played, has got its soul. Music with a soul. Its not easy nor is it that hard to find. Yet, the most impressionable part abt the soul of the pieces played by the band, is that..its sorrowful. You can feel the sorrow, you feel with them, their sadness, their final performance with their most respected and beloved conductor(i would say mentor as well).



Tears flowed down faces of the performers. Tears flowed down the face of the conductor. I have no idea how the rest of the audience feel, but my eyes watered.


He cried. We saw. He took off his specs and wiped his eyes. Periodically.
I feel sad for him.

I remembered the week before when he said he's conductor's retiring.

I remembered the time when he mentioned it'll also be his last performance because he will not stay in the band after his conductor leave.

I remembered the time when he said goodbye in the forum to go for his practice.

I remembered the day before when he started a thread saying it'll be his performance the next day.


I remembered the time when he mentioned he'll be practising hard for this concert.

I remembered....


and I heard all the voices of the band members, through the music played through their instrument, right from their heart.



its very touching.
Been a long while since I've been to band/orchestra concerts. Even long since I last heard music with souls.....very beautiful souls.

The conductor was a good conductor, mentor and teacher.


To my friend,

人生，有聚就有散。能聚是缘分。缘分尽了，就离开了。
为了理想，请坚强起来。
为了师恩，请继续努力奋斗。
为了自己，请不要放弃。
为了梦想，请你一定要加油。


I shall end here for tonight.

Complain!

Kenna complain!

*sobs*

xiao lin said all chinese, see le very sian
(--")


well, at the side got english mahs, so its not all chinese de ;(


ok lar, i'll try to mix both chinese and english entries, so u all wun find it so........SIAN...
and also can brush up both my english and chinese writing skills...


AS WELL AS improve everyone's chinese also


see i so thoughtful to everyone.


hahah =xx

Will add in new post tomolo, today i'm just too exhausted, both physically and mentally.


till death see us part................
no wait
sorry, wat am i saying..hahaha

hmmz, where did that line come from?? Shakespeare mah? Cannot remember le..


till then...

take carez all :)

无无无无无

原本想说发表第一编文章，不过听起来非常的老调重弹，毫无创新之感。如果我自己是读者看了也觉得这个部落阁(blog)也没啥。
既然如此，就把“第一。。。”删除掉，不过问题就来了。我该用什么为我第一编文章的标题？仍然没灵感。最后就决定了，就用“无”吧！

为什么[无]？第一个原因，因为现在的确无灵感。哈哈。
第二个原因，就来稍微谈谈[无]吧。

什么是[无]？
nothing, empty(其实这个应该翻译成‘空’)。
相信人人都会在其生活中某些时候，觉得人生很空虚，很虚无，反反覆覆。曾问过，找过，想过，追寻过，自己到底活在这世间上的价值，自己生活的意义。
笔者我时时也会想到这些。想想，到底如何才能活得有意义，活得精彩，活得值得，所以在你将离开这世界之时，你绝对会向你自己及周遭的人说：“我啊，能活到XX岁，真的是不枉此生了！”

不过，每一个人的观念，理想，及对所有事物的定义都不同。我的、你的、他的，都不相同。每一个人都是特别的，都是特殊的。要如何充实自己，别人未必会认同你的想法跟做法。但，只要不是害人，对得起天地良心，其实根本毋须理会别人的眼光，自己就尽量过着属於自己的生活！

不过，说得比做的容易。其实在这个社会上，很少有人能够无视他人的眼光而过着自己的生活。事实就是如此。不过，仍然希望能找到一个能两全其美的办法。。。。希望。。。

忽然发觉我这一说下来，竟然完全不对题。惨了，若是叫我现在去考 chinese O/A levels 一定完蛋！哈哈哈！

最近，不知怎的，对我周遭的朋友都关心起来了。原本想淡薄的过这些日子，不过一时却见到、听到朋友们的问题、苦恼，我，就如曾经已经被我封闭的那个我那样，开始的关心、问候、鼓励他们。
或许是因为我原本就是那么热心肠，或许我曾经亦碰过相似的情况，更或许。。。。。我那颗被自己冰封的心，在不知不觉之下，被某个人渐渐的融化、渐渐的热了起来。

希望人人都能如愿以偿，平安的过着属於自己的生活。一切烦恼一扫而空。

更希望，在这个星球的某个角落的某个人，能够无优无虑，天天开心。


因为，是你把我那颗冰封的心，融化了。。。。。