25th May 2009

25th May 2009

Her Birthday.


24th May 2009. Her mother's birthday.


bought 3 bottles of Hock Hua Blood Swallow Birds Nest Soup for her mother.

Bought a card, a rose for her birthday.

She din go to temple due to having a headache.

Quite disappointed. Was hoping can give her in person.

25th May 2009. Its been one year. 365 days from 25th May 2008.

25th May 2008. A day to remember. A day i will never forget.

joke =\

saw this joke in the library..
almost laughed out damn loudly.... =x

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4 women on board a little boat.
They are American, Japanese, Singaporean and China. So travel halfway the boat start to sink and the captain order the women to throw away their stuff to lighten the load.
The American throw away her luggage of cash and announce that her country is rich and have alot of money.
The Japanese throw away all her High Tech stuff and announce that her country is smart and create alot of High Tech stuff.
The Singaporean stand there thinking for quite some time and then suddenly throw the China woman over
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sibeh evil...but funny if u look it from a joke's perspective.

wanted to pass her the shirt, but see her with her frends and. ....... ............................
then i hesitated.
ended up i din pass her the shirt.

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Went cycling.




.....engrossed in thoughts.........




almost got into accident.

wonder how many of my frends would realise if i just pass away like that.
probably less than 5.

反省着.......

最近认识了很多新朋友，感觉很不错。但是我还是因为自己的一些缺点/执着害了自己。

其实我真的很感谢2个月前能够认识 shiyi 跟 velince. 因为原本我以为我已经无法在其他女生面前撇开心中紧闭着的窗。
eileen是这十年来的第一个。shiyi是第二个。

在eileen面前，我可以放任我自己，开怀的做我自己。
shiyi则是能够让我第一次见面就能够让我马上放下心中自我封闭的墙。

真的很感谢这两年内能认识她们两位。


真的很奇怪，我现在才发觉，原来你的心情是能够完全影响你的生活。当你见的是同一件事或对话，但却因为心情开朗或低落，你所得到的却是两种不同的答案。真的。别人平平淡淡的一句话，在心情低落的影响下会导致你觉得对方也和你一样的难过。
惊觉到这个星期来，我也许对有些朋友说了些让他们困扰的话。
很想对他们说声对不起。

sorry shiyi.
sorry vel.
sorry eileen.
sorry boon.
sorry freeze.
sorry...............

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那时候当我发现的时候，我心里并不觉得非常难过。反而只是那么一点的心痛而已。那料到原来已经在不知不觉中影响了自己。自己说话的语气和肢体表现也变得怪怪的。也许我就是这样迷迷糊糊地说话得罪不少人吧。

她能为他等一年。我等了她三年，却连她一点的思念都得不到。

那天听到了<<明天以后>> 这首歌，感触良多。竟然又是迷迷糊糊的介绍这首歌给shiyi。希望不会让她想起了什么不快乐的事。真的抱歉。 =(
听了三天，我觉得不行了。我不能在这样下去了。我浪费了3年。之前对其他女生也浪费了整整十年。我真的不能这样下去了。

我想暂时隔离自己。希望能够重整自己。虽然以前曾经向每个人隔离了几次，每次都是数月之久。但是我不想在这样了。希望能够在短时间内能够重整心情。改变自己。

因为，我认识了很多真的值得我交的朋友。我不想像以前一样，因为自己的幼稚而失去了更多朋友。

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隔离自己。希望能在这期间找回以前那个自己。
boon, km, shijie 所说的。。
那个能够让人觉得是一个非常了不起，能成大器的那个自己。

For ce zehzeh <3




Very long never eat mac's breakfast riaos...and usually i eat big breakfast de...
but recently ce zehzeh is keep mentioning hotcakes..until i gian hotcakes also..haha

Facebook Birthday Quiz

Think i've come across this b4...but just do it again..and post the results here...

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.


Loves those who loves them - quite true
lies but doesn't pretend - (--") everyone lies rite??
treats frends imptly - very true
easily hurt but recovers easily - erm..half true..dun need me to further explain bah. lol
daydreamer - farking true!
Does not care of what others think - more prominent in the past, but not so much now already, i do care how ppl think of me *sob*
emotional - blah
decisive - my close frends would have think this is damn funny
Strong clairvoyance - dunno how true this is..but usually my intuition quite accurate, esp if i'm not involved

ok..lazy to go thru the rest...u all decide for urself bah.


but dun forget, no one can fully understand a scorpio.. wahahahah
crapz


anyway started something new...
head over to http://tmjupster.blogspot.com and check it out.

1st Fire Puja Homa at home

Today i did my first fire puja at home. The pic below is the very very simple Fire Homa Stove i made myself.



quite satisfied myself abt it. Then did the fire homa..overall it was quite ok. then disaster happened..

TOO MUCH SMOKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg...after the fire homa finished...the stove just keep smoking and smoking and smoking...i'm damn scared ppl see the smoke will think got fire or something(well..technically they're not wrong..) and called the police and fire department. lucky dun have...
next time must make sure the offerings i put dun create so much smoke..or maybe i put in too much joss sticks le..

okie..end here bah..